Oct 28, 2010

bila tangan da gatal..otak dok ligat pikir..maka...

seiring dengan title kt atas ni... aq pon nak la merepek kat blog aq ni...baru-baru ni....aq terbaca dekat FACEBOOK....ada hamba ALLAH ni...post dekat wall dy.. " ape makna benci..syg....cinta.."...ermm...aq pon mula terpikir.....ape makna cinta...syg....suka...benci.....bg aq?...aq pon bukan ahli sasterawan negara yang dapat merungkai setiap inci maksud CINTA..SAYANG..SUKA..BENCI..aq bukanlah scientist yg buleh kaji molekul2 yang ade dalam CINTA..SAYANG...SUKA..BENCI ni...kadang-kadang pon aq xpasti.....ape sebenarnya maksud-maksud words ni...aq pon bukanlah doktor cinta....sedangkan diri sendiri sakit sebab cinta..nikan nak jadi doktor cinta,,jgn mimpi la yaty!

CINTA
bagi sesetengah orang..bila dah cinta..semuanya indah..kaw milik aq...aq milik kaw...terlalu murah mengungkapkan I LOVE YOU..bila aq keluar jalan-jalan..nak-nak dekat bandaraya JOHOR BAHRU tu....aq tgok..bersepah-sepah muda mudi keluar bersama..berpimpin tangan...sakan! naik motor ronggeng sama-sama..CINTA ke itu? atau hanya suka-suka? aq bukanlah manusia yang sempurna..tapi pengalaman itu mengajar aq erti kekhilafan manusia itu sendiri...tapi..masa zaman-zaman  tak berapa nak matang dulu la..people make mistakes. It's up to them how they want to make teaching and learn for every mistake they make, whether to be better, or worse yet..  LOVE does require SACRIFICE, but sacrifice is how we need to do? whether we should submit our bodies to become a mortgage as proof of this we really love him? said the man, honey finished Sepah removed, is this called LOVE?? bagi aq...CINTA itu sangat bermakna...tak perlulah duit berjuta-juta nak buktikan yang kita ni sayang orang tu...for me, i'm not looking for perfection that is the person, but i'm looking for someone who can make me feel complete....let not rich, but generous with love, let not handsome, so long as the eye could see good, not so much as let Albert Einstein, provided that can guide me it is enough,i'm not looking for PUPPY LOVE...but i'm looking for a true love..CINTA...i've fallen in love a long time ago, but i'm wrong because i had fallen in love with someone who never appreciated me, the promises he gave, all false. I too expect love from him, and i too hope in my heart, until one time, i fell in love because of my own, i was miserable because of love itself, a big mistake i ever made in my life..up one level, i hate love, i love wasting far away from my life, until i hated the man very much, the pain when played, but it should be a learning experience that i will not repeat in my life, enough with what has happened, now i believe that love is there for me and when the time comes, love will come close to me..love the smooth, hard want to see, that love is blind, but blind to the wickedness, the love is not blind if we knew what it was to assess the meaning of love, love is not just a woman to a man in love, but love of a child to parents, love of a friend to his friend, a love for knowledge, love of self and most importantly, love for the AUTHOR ..itulah cinta...sebaik- baik cinta..mudah-mudahan..

BENCI
benci bilang cinta?banyakla....hah..tak dapat nak nafikan la..yang aq ni...bila dah benci orang..memang aq benci abesla....mcm mane timbul benci ni? bagi aq la....aq ni jenis yang pemendam,,,so bila aq asyik pendam je..lama-lama benda tu jadi benci..sekali aq da hamburkan.......jangan la gedik-gedik tanya KENAPA? ...memang aq debik la,,ahahha..orang cakap tak baik kita benci orang..ermm..betullah kan..nanti reflect balik kat kita...tapi..perasaan sayang..benci..cinta..susah kita nak kawal..nak-nak kalau benda jahat..fuh..kalaw da namanya NATES....memang la...dihasutnya kita KAW-KAW PUNYA!..ermm..so far, i can still latent, the last time i exploded, the last semester, but let it be the secret,ermm.. they say, hate the sign dear, but it is true?  xtaw pulak, a sign of affection i know that anger, but HATE, I really wonder..umphh...still thinking...deeply thinking...hahaha.tapi biarlah ...aq ade definisi sendiri tentang benci ni....ape pendapat korang?

ermmm...CINTA..BENCI......cinta ke dy kat aq? serious ke dy? aq musykil la....cinta pandang pertama? ermm...betol ke cinta pandang pertama tu cinta sejati?? bagi aq..xjuga...terpulang bada seseorang tu tok menilai cinta tu..ermm..aq kadangkadang takut nak cakap pasal cinta ni..sebab aq tak tau yang aq ni da cukup sedia ke nak ckp pasal cinta ni...tp umo aq da 19..tp kan...kadang2 aq rasa geli je..hahahaha..ntah pape la yaty ni..mungkin lom masanya kut...sbb aq maseh belajar....ermm..sampai sini jelah..setakat ni..ni je aq leh bebel..thanx la ye sbb sudi kasi pinjam mata kat page ni..heheheh
 

Oct 26, 2010

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1304332508118

budak S.E.N.G.A.L...

hah..nama dy MOHD SYAHIR...dy ni memang la tersangat amat sengal..nak gelak je.....xde keje laen..heehhe..budak ni kan..janji ngan yaty nak blanje coklat CADBURY...wink3..~ HAHAHA...then...SUGUS....wah..da lama xnampak batang hidung sugus...

 MOHD SYAHIR........aq tuntut janji kaw..heeeee!

BEL 311..

assalamualaikum~ ehem3 (kali ni nak formal sikit)

BEL 311..itulah nama yang diberi oleh siapa..saya pun tidak la pasti sangat.. hah....BEL 311 ni..nama penuh beliau  ENGLISH FOR ACADEMIC PURPOSES..tapi..saya tidak nampak pula B dengan L nya...hehehehe
(adeh payah nye gune ayat skema ni..xpe2..aq cube)..hah...nak tahu kenapa saya mention benda ni? HAH!! sebabnye..sok bermula lah FINAL EXAM kamii..sbgai dak UITM...hahahaha..seronoks abes!
(hoh..xleh tahan..better be myself..xpandai gune ayat skema)..hahaha..ni detailsnye..

venue: B208/209
time:2.15-5.15 pm
naseb baek la petang...tp....tupon kene tggu setengah jam awal....bikin CUAK je....btw..let me explain la sikit pasal BEL 311 .yg nak kene amek esok ni...BEL 311. ni mengisahkan tentang soalan stucture dan essay..ade 2 essay...kene combine kan jadi 1...agak senang jugak la..(xblagak ea)..sebab semua da ada dalam text...so xpayah la nak pening2 lalat pikir nak merepek ape...kang nak wat roti canai terbuat roti kirai..jahanamm...HAHAHA...uke..conti balik..ape yang membuatkan BEL 31 ni jd SUSAH....sbb format dy la..kene ade IN-TEXT CiTATION..REFERENCES....PARAGRAPH tu da memang kompem la ade...pastu macam2 lagi laa...apela yang aq merepek esok kat paper BEL ..mudah-mudahan dipermudahkan segala kerja saya,,,,insyaALLAH...malas nak merepek bnyak2....saya nak mengucapkan GOOD LUCK! kepada candidates yg akan amek BEL 311 esok...AJA! AJA!

Oct 24, 2010

penat lelah...

bbig thanx too RAJA HAMIDAH sbb tolong beta setel blog ni..HAHAHAA.......sgt penat....~ akhir nya...... wujud gak ch0ices is the game 0f life....
 dan aq akan mencurahkan segala idea bernas aq kat dalam ni..HAHAHHA

final is juz a round da' corner..

RABU ni da nak final..tp aq xready ag....setakat baca CTU(agama) je...tupon 1 bab..
ish...ape nak jadila dgn aq ni...
ermmm
sem ni
aq xtaw la npe aq jadi mcm ni..mgkin sbb dy..ataw MR N ..
ermm
aq suka compete ngn dy...so aq terasa tercabar dgn kepandaian dy..
tp aq taw..sume tu..sejarah je....aq kene bangun! ye...FINAL! FINAL! FINAL! 
yaty stdy! ..tp aq rindu dy...
xboleh! dy da mati dalam kamus hidup aq...
DA MATI.....
hah..nak taw ape yg aq wat seminggu ni....
hah..STUDY WEEK sem ni..aq gunakan untuk....LAYAN MUVIE....UN9...TIDO..MAKAN...
hah..tp yg paling aq suka ..MAKAN la..hehehe....bile aq nak sedar ni...ermm..aq xnak menyesal.....
tp..susahnye...I NEED UR HELP!! lagi satu...bile LAPPY da depan mata..hah...mula tangan ni nak logged in..hahahaha pastu khayal la (mcm la ni)..hehehe...
uke2...
starting from TOMORROW...i will stdy hard for my final...(dgn mata bersinar2)...i'll keep my promise.insyaALLAH..semangat je lebih..(mesti ade yg ckp mcm tu) hahaha...dulik ape aq...
aq punye kesah..hahaha...hah..lagi 1 masalah aq skang ni...bilik depan aq ni..x gheti2 nak slow kan volume speaker dy uh...adeh..bingit nyeee!! dan layan HINDUSTAN la..mcm ne aq nak CONCENTRATE....JIWA KACAU..hahha...siyes.. ".MACEX DEPAN BILIK..TOLONGLAH...TERSEKSA HAH EDEN KAT SINI"...hah..bile bercakap kat phone or ngn roomates dy..aq buleh dgar kut...sampai leh jadi aq nye musix time nak tdo..(sbb 24 hours dok bising je..xreti penat ke??)..saket jiwa.. :(
masalah-masalah...tgok la nanti..aq wat disko kat bilik aq....nak juin da' club?? jum3...hehee...ermm..penat..nak cari ketenangan......chow!



kisah 3 dara di JITRA....

al kisah..
kat bilik 4049/dahlia2....ade la anak2 dara ni..sbok dok bincang ttg transpot nk g makan kat PIZZA HUT...dr aq g jmpe MR TAN....sampai la aq balik....i thought dowang da abes discuss ..rupe2 nye...belom! HAHAHA....
then kami ni pon dok la pikir nak naek ape...bepuluh2 num kete sewa kami kol(ye ye jee)..and finally! got it...
then..kami pon tacap la muka kami maseng2...(xleh blah macex RAZZ laaa...,kalaw MIDA..sekelip mata je da siap..) ...
dan KISAHNYA pon bermulaa.....


aq...'NORHAYATI AMIR HAMZAH'
sebagai driver kpada RAJA HAMIDAH dan RAZZATUL NADIA...
start enjin...betolkan side mirror..pakai seat belt...baca doa...dan vroom!!
kami memulakan perjalanan kami ke JITRA.....
then drive la.lupe nak mention kat sini...kami naek KANCIL je...
kebetulan raz puasa...so macex mida pon asyek la meng'usha' masjid2 yg ade tok kami smbhyang..malangnye...da berpuloh2 masjid terlepas(melampau) sbb aq asyik terlajak je..hahaha
dan akhirnya..kmi jmpe masjid yg sgt canteq...setel sume..kami pon teruskan perjalanan kami sbg anak perantau di bumi JITRA..
pusing punye pusing..sampai la kat PIZZA HUT...
kami MAKAN..MAKAN dan MAKAN...
dipendekkan story kan..kami pon g la JITRA MALL..
mida nak beli novel katenye..(tp kedai da nak tutop laa)..then p survey wayang..
nak taw x?? kami tgok CHILD'S EYE....kol 10.50mlm...
tgok cite hantu babe ...hahahaha...yg xpercayanye...mida beria nk tgok! cayok la mida..hahaha..
tp..
ade ag 1 jam ..
kami pon g la karoke jamban...fuh..mantep betol si MIDA dan RAZZ...aq tukang dengar and jd judge je..hahaha..buk bak buk bak..
MUVIE TIMEEE!!
jengjengjeng..heheheh
xyah la  cite ape yg jadi...hee~
then kami pon g la umah atok mida...
skali lagi saya nak mention disini,,,saya gak yg drive,hahaha
hah..!
rupanye...sepanjang perjalnan aq pasang LAMPU BESAR...patotla org maen KELIP2 ngn aq..
siyes..maaf ye pacex2 macex2...ssaya xperasan pon...
MALUUU!!
then kat umah atok mida...
kami masak2 pada pukol 2 pagi....berbual2...dan dan dan...RAZZ....! kamu dah ceritakan somethng yg memalukan kat RAJA HAMIDAH..hahahah gosh!
hah..lpe nak cite kat sini...
patotnye kete KANCIL ni kami pulang pukol 8 pagi esoknye..tp aq sbg driver..pnat uh! plus plus plus KAD KREDIT wat hal..haha(kad bank ye) so law leh...nk setel la..sbb aq memerlukan dwet..
uke...paginye MIDA kol la pacek tu..minx smpi 1 hari...so kami sambung tdo balik..
ZZZZZzzzz....
hah...da kol 10...kejut la macex2 ni bgun..nak mulakan perjalanan..
g bank..
g JITRA MALL..
hah..sblom tuh..mida bawak g AIR TERJUN BUKIT WANG....seronok!
RAZZ kene geget LINTAH..hahahahha suke3..!
then kami pon balik la ke tempat asal kami...UiTM ARAU..
hah...ade gak kisah ngn pak guard ni..
biarla RAHSIA....(kata CT..)
rehat2 jap...
pastu kua g makan kat ANJUNG KELI..uh..PABERET uh..hahha
pastu g CMART....semata2....nak KAROKE....tp bukan di karoke JAMBAN ye..up sikit..hahaha
dan aq pon menunjukkan bakat aq....
RAJA HAMIDAH...
memg aq xsangka BEGITU rupenye beliau..hahaha...beliau da menunjukkan keMACHOan dy depan kami..ahahhah...
RAZZATUL NADIA..
memg layan lagu touching2 je..heee~
dan..
bermulanya TRAGEDI OKTOBER...
ni nak ekut kehendak RAZZ..kami pon g la lepak...snap snap kat sawah...otw balik ah..
aq dgn x sengaja..hampir2 buat dowang berendam lam bendang..bukan salah cu nek..nek penat..
sbb...aq je yg drive...nak soh razz..bukan setakat berendam...lemas terus dalam bendang uh(sbb macex ni xde LESEN)...law nak soh mida.....almak gear reverse jelaa (sbb dy gheti auto je..xmaen la manual ni..yek mida? hehehe)....hehehe..
dan kami pon pulangkan kete...
1 HARI YANG SANGAT MEMENATKAN...
tp MENYERONOKKAN!!
thanx roomates...
lebiu damn so much...

TAMMAT...

here my tears...


All these precious moments,
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven,
Thats holding me all night.

I dont know how i found you,
I'm thankful that i have
That i have a love so true,
To hold to keep to share.

All my friends around me,
Say you'll be gone too soon
Baby, i'm gona make them see
We've found our way back home.

In my heart, I can no longer hold inside
All of the love i used to hide.
I'd always be with you until the very end.
In this world,
There is no place I'd rather be
You are my life my soul, my world.
And through it all, i know you'll come to see
We'll always be,
Till the end.