Oct 28, 2010

bila tangan da gatal..otak dok ligat pikir..maka...

seiring dengan title kt atas ni... aq pon nak la merepek kat blog aq ni...baru-baru ni....aq terbaca dekat FACEBOOK....ada hamba ALLAH ni...post dekat wall dy.. " ape makna benci..syg....cinta.."...ermm...aq pon mula terpikir.....ape makna cinta...syg....suka...benci.....bg aq?...aq pon bukan ahli sasterawan negara yang dapat merungkai setiap inci maksud CINTA..SAYANG..SUKA..BENCI..aq bukanlah scientist yg buleh kaji molekul2 yang ade dalam CINTA..SAYANG...SUKA..BENCI ni...kadang-kadang pon aq xpasti.....ape sebenarnya maksud-maksud words ni...aq pon bukanlah doktor cinta....sedangkan diri sendiri sakit sebab cinta..nikan nak jadi doktor cinta,,jgn mimpi la yaty!

CINTA
bagi sesetengah orang..bila dah cinta..semuanya indah..kaw milik aq...aq milik kaw...terlalu murah mengungkapkan I LOVE YOU..bila aq keluar jalan-jalan..nak-nak dekat bandaraya JOHOR BAHRU tu....aq tgok..bersepah-sepah muda mudi keluar bersama..berpimpin tangan...sakan! naik motor ronggeng sama-sama..CINTA ke itu? atau hanya suka-suka? aq bukanlah manusia yang sempurna..tapi pengalaman itu mengajar aq erti kekhilafan manusia itu sendiri...tapi..masa zaman-zaman  tak berapa nak matang dulu la..people make mistakes. It's up to them how they want to make teaching and learn for every mistake they make, whether to be better, or worse yet..  LOVE does require SACRIFICE, but sacrifice is how we need to do? whether we should submit our bodies to become a mortgage as proof of this we really love him? said the man, honey finished Sepah removed, is this called LOVE?? bagi aq...CINTA itu sangat bermakna...tak perlulah duit berjuta-juta nak buktikan yang kita ni sayang orang tu...for me, i'm not looking for perfection that is the person, but i'm looking for someone who can make me feel complete....let not rich, but generous with love, let not handsome, so long as the eye could see good, not so much as let Albert Einstein, provided that can guide me it is enough,i'm not looking for PUPPY LOVE...but i'm looking for a true love..CINTA...i've fallen in love a long time ago, but i'm wrong because i had fallen in love with someone who never appreciated me, the promises he gave, all false. I too expect love from him, and i too hope in my heart, until one time, i fell in love because of my own, i was miserable because of love itself, a big mistake i ever made in my life..up one level, i hate love, i love wasting far away from my life, until i hated the man very much, the pain when played, but it should be a learning experience that i will not repeat in my life, enough with what has happened, now i believe that love is there for me and when the time comes, love will come close to me..love the smooth, hard want to see, that love is blind, but blind to the wickedness, the love is not blind if we knew what it was to assess the meaning of love, love is not just a woman to a man in love, but love of a child to parents, love of a friend to his friend, a love for knowledge, love of self and most importantly, love for the AUTHOR ..itulah cinta...sebaik- baik cinta..mudah-mudahan..

BENCI
benci bilang cinta?banyakla....hah..tak dapat nak nafikan la..yang aq ni...bila dah benci orang..memang aq benci abesla....mcm mane timbul benci ni? bagi aq la....aq ni jenis yang pemendam,,,so bila aq asyik pendam je..lama-lama benda tu jadi benci..sekali aq da hamburkan.......jangan la gedik-gedik tanya KENAPA? ...memang aq debik la,,ahahha..orang cakap tak baik kita benci orang..ermm..betullah kan..nanti reflect balik kat kita...tapi..perasaan sayang..benci..cinta..susah kita nak kawal..nak-nak kalau benda jahat..fuh..kalaw da namanya NATES....memang la...dihasutnya kita KAW-KAW PUNYA!..ermm..so far, i can still latent, the last time i exploded, the last semester, but let it be the secret,ermm.. they say, hate the sign dear, but it is true?  xtaw pulak, a sign of affection i know that anger, but HATE, I really wonder..umphh...still thinking...deeply thinking...hahaha.tapi biarlah ...aq ade definisi sendiri tentang benci ni....ape pendapat korang?

ermmm...CINTA..BENCI......cinta ke dy kat aq? serious ke dy? aq musykil la....cinta pandang pertama? ermm...betol ke cinta pandang pertama tu cinta sejati?? bagi aq..xjuga...terpulang bada seseorang tu tok menilai cinta tu..ermm..aq kadangkadang takut nak cakap pasal cinta ni..sebab aq tak tau yang aq ni da cukup sedia ke nak ckp pasal cinta ni...tp umo aq da 19..tp kan...kadang2 aq rasa geli je..hahahaha..ntah pape la yaty ni..mungkin lom masanya kut...sbb aq maseh belajar....ermm..sampai sini jelah..setakat ni..ni je aq leh bebel..thanx la ye sbb sudi kasi pinjam mata kat page ni..heheheh
 

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